Make You Sick
- Ousley

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Help me
You could save me
With amity
Could you please caress me
Fourteen hours
With soaked wrist cuts
I'll tear the scabs off
In the season of rut

You fill my lungs with sand
You hurt me if you can
Oh no, I'll never be your pick
I feel I make you sick

I quiver
I shiver
Within her pit

Laminating all the brightest stars
Unwilted flowers for whoever you are

Bleak
- Murray, Ousley

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She could never commit
I have nothing against it
Your silence and you sighs
My thoughts sanctify
For you

Help me if you care
Before I fall in love with you

How could you ever forget?
I was your first accident
Stuck in your web again
With all of this confusion

You Make It Hard To Swallow
- Ousley

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I'm married to an insect
She feeds me things of infect
She lingers loses I keep
My shallow water is too deep

Hey, hey, sweet dandelion
Hey, hey, just go away
Hey, hey, you make it hard to swallow
Hey, hey, hey

Damsel

I'm married to an insect
At least I'm not alone
Although I'll find something more
For now I'm not alone

She shifts her antennae toward me
She claims she can't afford me
With her I'm disinfected
But now i'm reinjected

What It Seems
- Murray

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Transvestite animal isn't what it seems
I broke a mirror today, bad luck today
Never had a friend like you
Never wanted to
Couldn't have a friend like you
If I wanted to

I'm not a criminal
I'm not a creep
I'm not a criminal
Things aren't what they seem to be

I never thought I'd see you again
Why are you here
Why don't you go away
I don't want you here
You think I need you
People say to you

With Me
- Ousley

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Stare
Like you really care
It's you
She doesn't want to wear
Low
With every ridicule
And still
He thinks you're beautiful

(It said) I want a pure love
(It said) Someone to put me above
("My god,") I'll drink your vaccines
("My lover") Come on, share your hell with me

Eyes
That are ashamed to cry
Do you
Think they ever feel alive?

Affection
-Murray

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You're so beautiful
I'm so passionate
You're hypnotic
And incoherent

And I follow
And I'm so shallow
And I follow

We're not here
To make amends
But will you wish me well
When I'm drowned in me

Dust will turn
The bugs will burn
The frogs will cry
When you try

So try not to
Try at all

Dirty Marrow
- Ousley

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A dark arrow
A dirty marrow
A black pacifier in your navel
Skin is yellow
Heart is mellow
A self-obsession as you hear this bellow
So you hate me
But you could you take me
And detach me from this lady?
Give me brightness
And your likeness
And I could be everything besides this

Push it out now
Push it out now
Push it out now
Dirty marrow

A fertile fairy
A bloody mary
Inside a venomous womb I'm carried
It's such a sad glow
Seductive shadows
Innocence along the gallows
So you hate me
Pretty lady
It takes a lifetime but it takes you with me
Give me brightness
And your likeness
And I could be everything besides this

And with the vermin we'll share a coffin. I
gave my everything and you gave me nothing.
Her venom saddens my veins, let's rip them
out now.

Malaria
- Murray, Ousley

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For everytime her stem is draped
Is everytime a flower is raped
Vile glasses abide before you
Tears of acid leaking through

The plume pen is plunged in blood
Bury the bulk under the sud
I long for to stunt your growth
Shade the green pastures with a rainbow

Parasite pessimist pangs are blunt
A drink from the blood of the runt
If I wasn't myself I couldn't be you
Vertiginous vital essence pulling through

I Want To Decompose
- Murray, Ousley

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Shadows make something real
Try to make it so
In a dazed state
Running through her mind
Leap overhead
It's the threat that you tread
If I am anything at all
Then I am dead

To all who left me
You have my envy
I'll try not to be cynical
Softer and softer
In lovesick water
A lament for your hand to hold
I want to decompose

Soaring through the pain
The first glimpse of real
If you want I can change
That's what keeps me so sane
It is not okay to cry
I'm in reconcile
I want to decompose
Just want to die for awhile

Sorry I told you
'Cause now I don't know you
Please heed this emptiness of mine
Living's disgusting
Existence means nothing
If i'm not even in your line
I want to decompose

I'm off the deep end
Hallowed and uneven
Gonna end this everlasting fall
'Cause I drank you potion
Of tainted emotions
But you don't seem to care at all
I want to decompose

Reconcile
- Ousley

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I've never felt such ecstasy
I've never lived before
Until I caressed those scanty wings
And let them choke my pores
And as I feel its body heat
Against my tainted skin
I know I've never lived before
And I'll never die again
I am now a vital essence...

© 2001 Lucigen