Same Since Yes
- Webb
Rain grows colder everyday
all my heart has slipped away
i can feel your tainted breath
it takes time to burn a life
i'll burn your dreams with my wish
so you'll never come back for more
forget the hate and regret
I was never in love
watch my mind turn into this
a heartless girl with a melting kiss
never a chance, so little time
leave all this emotion behind
senseless abuse that haunts me now
has left me begging on my knees
i was broken hearted
but now your light has burned away
I'm so ill-hearted
but now my pain is here to stayNo Image, No Form, Not Even a Shade or Color
- Ousley
shes always there, pretends that she cares
shes always watching
she knows all the words to my songs and her curse
shes always listening
forever hers in every sense of the word
shes always watching
she reaps the seams and through all of my dreams
shes always floating
ribbons in her hair, white nails and a stare
i'm always following
come on lets go there (what are you waiting for?)
your all i've got left
your fire is frozen (what are you waiting for?)
with my lantern burning
why did you say you were lonely too?
why did you say that you wanted something?
why did you say you would be only true to me?
Don't sayBuried
- Murray
now that my heart is with you
please take my symptom would you
bury it in the semen and the bricks for all that it is
don't ever let me down cause i'm not the kind
the type that breaks well
I will always be by you
forever in blue
never telling anyone how we feel cause all they feel is hatred
never lending anyone a helping hand
never digging anymore
I dug for you.
I'll sweat for love.
never lying anymore. I tell you it's wrong but i'm wrong
never wanting anymore to be by you
never hurting anymore cause with this gun and with this knife
we are bonded
never wanting anymore to be by you
like the setting sun, we'll beat the only one
who would hurt us and say all those lies
It's not how I feel that makes me deny trust
I will never. I could never.
With these beads of sap from this old oak tree. I will feed you. I do.
With the never ending dam
it fills straight
I will be here for you
We don't careSoar
- Ousley
I'm beginning to think you have a wave of glowing vapor in the room. your eyes flow hazy. words drift in your waves, painted so beautiful.
I'm dreaming, though my eyes are open...Rivers
- Ousley
i do believe the glow is born a flame of wretched passion
once a little girl met a little boy, he was dazzled in her fairness
his blood burned black to see the eyes of her apparition in an amber dress
though she got away they still say watch how you play
do you think you're the only one who gives a god damn?
first they get along, get high, sing a song, and get it on
cordiformic blades, shimmering bright, scraping your pretty face
don't close the door. I want a little more. are you fucking sore?
sober fingertips, wet lips, and all of your fleshy scents
do you think you're the only one who gives a god damn?
do you want to get along? get high? sing a song? get it on?
than spread your crooked legs, suck it in and beckon your jesus
you know it's your bad day when somehow, this wretched way, you're gonna pay. you fuck.
do you think you're the only one who gives a god damn.
you don't have to be a lover
to understand these rivers run red
comfort me with your lie
you don't have to be a lover
but it's comfort. right?
in your lieGreatly Mistaken
- Webb
i'm getting old
never been so afraid
everything has changed
time just slips away
stars are shining bright
for a little glittered pain
I could never be the same again
illuminating morons
sympathetic time bombs
watch a little closer
you could be the lost one
spoken words for pressure
I could never erase her
I need a drug that won't go away
I need a drug that stays all day
I'm not bored
I'm just tired of everything
No one wants to stay
cause I'm so filled with pain
I'm not bored
I'm just tired of feeling you
Empty in a jar is my love for youAnything
- Ousley
Hey, won't you be friends with me
I don't want anything. Just your company.
I will tell you the truth but it doesn't mean anything
Oh no, you won't have to choose
it doesn't mean anything
Hey, won't you come talk to me
I've never seen anything
speak such soft peace
I don't know what I should do
I want to mean something
Oh no, I'm not after you
It doesn't mean anything
I must admit I got hooked in your poetry
I saw those starry eyes staring back at me
I'll keep this locked in a star-crossed fantasy
but listen carefully
Hey, come walk in shade with me
I don't know anything
don't expect that much from me
We won't even have to touch
it wouldn't mean anything
Oh no, I never want to hurt anyone
forget I said anything
it doesn't mean anything
I can tell it's time to go
you know shes down a row of sticky dandelions
hey, you know she got away
you know it's not okay
just take a little time... you and I... you lie... you dieThrall
- Ousley
it's kind of lame
even long ago when I was a child
it was the same it's just a little hazy
yeah it was a while
blame all your kin
maybe you will feel a little better when it rains again
it's bittersweet
love...it's just a leaf
blowing in the wind, falling, changing everything you can see
it's bittersweetThe Open
- Murray
we have all grown tired of all your shattered smiles
give them something less but give me more than them
now listen dear now listen close
I've sold your tears
I want them back
Is this what you've waited for
was it something you've ignored
was the time on your side
give me yours. I'll keep mine.
Take this vile of bleach
don't give it away
you're gold
it's okay when we're on the inside
when the rain pours
it's okay god it's okay god
when we're on the inside
when were all gold
rain starts to shutter
we're goldHe and Her
- Ousley
he and ner holding hands
for a reason they don't understand
he and her lacerate their skin
just to see if you'd dare call it sin
(bleed in me)
she licks her bloody knife
(bleed in me)
and makes the metal shine
(bleed in me)
reflects the somber light
he and her want to fall in love
but they both know that could never be enough
he wants her to make his world elude
but she says "i kinda want that too"
(bleed in me)
and just like before
(bleed in me)
before you fell through the floor
(bleed in me)
doll heads in shackles and moss
(bleed in me)
just hold on
I will hang on
My will is strong
I will stick thorns in you
I will.Jackknife
- Murray
Just like a raped cancerous dog
I feel the pain and it's tempting me to stay with death
Every since you have left me
I feel it rolling in my head
I want to shoot it dead and take you
All of your morals have decayed
All your lies don't mean shit anymore
He's got a gun
He's got a gun but he'll tell no one cause he feels this way
What makes a man takes a life
they have no time to deal with him
well it's alright to ignore me
well that's alright
that's my pain
You have my dreams locked up in a cage
You push me and taunt me until my minds in rage
Is this the gift I get from you?
Is this the gift i get for being born a slave?
I'll show you.
© 2001 Lucigen